December 2010
I can’t stop laughing about how funny everything is right now. I may laugh all freaking night. Irony is goddamn hilarious. I haven’t had the energy or motivation to even get up from my bed today and that makes me laugh even harder. Tomorrow night should be even funnier. Can’t wait.
Je suis aimé quand je pars, autrement je peux...
I'm letting go.
I am going to leave everything to fate and pure intuition. No more useless wonderings of “what if”. If it’s supposed to happen then it will one way or another and if its not it won’t. I want to be free. I want to truly live.
I’ve never had a stronger urge to be underwater than I do right now.
I can’t sit around and do the same thing and expect new results and happiness. I’ve got to get out of my comfort zone and risk something in order for that to happen. I almost stayed here and let someone from my past keep me here, and that is the one thing I told myself I would never let happen again. Im scared of going so far and of possibly losing people, but I know I’d resent...